dscarface

Two months into life after graduation and more or less six months into looking for a job life has not been what I originally planned. How come? Simple. I still don't have a job. All of my future plans are anchored on the initial boost that first paycheck will give me, along with the key to fulfilling materialistic desires and more esoteric ones. Pressure is coming from all sides for results. A few keep faith in me, many won't give me the chance. At times I have been known to be infinitely patient when executing my plans, even if most of the time I tend to be impatient at more regular things, such as waiting in lines. I hate waiting in long lines.

But with all plans, something's always bound to go wrong. I may have to drastically adjust them according to the present situation, but my pride is telling me to stick with it for as long as I can. I want to prove to my family and friends that I am well and capable of taking care of myself. I've already done it, it's only a matter of doing it in front of them.

Everything is in order, except for one problem.

Quote for the day: "Like a misery that keeps me focused though I've gone astray, like an endless nightmare I must awake from each day." ~ Metallica - That Was Just Your Life