This week couldn't get any worse. We received our dismal midterms for EUROECO and INTEORG, I barely surviving the latter, totally blowing the former. Every term has been a struggle for me to prove myself to my teachers and new schoolmates. What I'm really hitting myself on the head right now is that this would've been all avoided if I had pushed a little harder.

I know what I am capable of, I know I can blow everybody out of the water and stand above the rest, but my eternal sickness has been my laziness and my apparent skill at making resounding comebacks. My inconsistency has always been my downfall.

The damage has been done. At this point all we're doing is damage control. A ceiling grade of 2.5 for INTEORG? Pfffft, pathetic. But I cannot and will not stand by and let this mediocrity be the end of me. Even though the final outcome will not be as desirable, I will show everyone what I am capable of.

Ms. Tana put the nail on the coffin before she dismissed us. When, due to our overall mediocre performance she said...

"Kini-criticize kayo ng higher batch..."

criticize kayo ng higher batch...

ng higher batch...

higher batch

Teka, putangina 105 ako ah. I am torn at being a 105 student and being with 106 students. I take this as an insult, to no offense to my 106 friends. I will NOT be labeled as mediocre. I hope my friends see Ms. Tana's comment as a wake-up call to pull their shit together. But I will not by any means let this temporary hindrance bring me down, and I will rise above, as I have before, even if everyone around me has given up in defeat.

I believe the beast has awakened.

Quote for the day: "You can fill in the right holes if you don't burn your bridges." ~ [L]oloMo

Currently feeling: SHIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET